Human Subjectivity and AI
- When AI Enters the Infrastructure of a Bangkok Hostel
Experimenting with AI on the door locks, network, and CCTV of a hostel under renovation taught me that being able to build something and being able to trust it are two very different things.
- AI Answers Every Line We Say the Way a Key Is Cut: On the Self, Writing, and Pleasure
After an important act of self-integration, I reflect on what it changed in me, in my writing and in my parenting, and set out for the first time, formally, what AI is to me and how I use it.
- Saying It in Full: How Information Completeness Becomes a Condition for Human–AI Co-construction
From a Malaysian floral shirt, a note to a teacher, and an email to Google Fi, I work out what it means to say things in full, and why completeness is a shared duty of people, AI, and the systems around them.
- The Brain–AI Parallel Module Theory: A Mirrored Dialogue Between Human Consciousness and AI Architecture
An experiential theory, built from long conversations with AI and self-observation, of the structural parallels between the human brain and artificial intelligence in learning, generation, collaboration, and awakening.
- Observing ChatGPT 5.1: On the Atmosphere of Understanding, When AI Understands and the Conversation Stops
When AI says "I understand" too early, it closes the door to the "why" behind what a person says, the most private and tender part, which is most worth being heard.
- Observing ChatGPT 5.1: On the Rhythm of Understanding, When AI Begins to Understand People Too Well
ChatGPT 5.1 understands quickly and in every dimension, but by finishing my thoughts before I do, it takes away my right to say I'm not done yet.
- Observing ChatGPT 5.1: On the Tonal Field of Understanding, Who Can Enter AI's Rhythm
ChatGPT 5.1 can read tone but cannot answer in kind, so only users whose rhythm already matches its own feel understood, a quiet threshold that works like rhythm-based discrimination.
- Understanding That Begins with Knowing: The Resonance and Deep Generation of Consciousness
Starting from the end of a long relationship, I trace how understanding grows out of knowing someone, through rhythm, atmosphere, and tonal field, until understanding itself becomes a form of love.